Before the chromofilm blurs,

16 September 2009 @ 09:27 am

Rearrange the letters in "the eyes"
And you get, "they see"
Hahahah.

My emotions, lit ablaze with just a little spark
Something about you,
Something about you makes feel like I could fly

Dug up stuff from exactly two years back
it's funny how these words still apply.
The post for the day after, too.

PS; If you thought i'd leave, then you were wrong. Cause I won't stop holding on. (:

mood:: indescribable

ahh

walk through fire

14 September 2009 @ 05:28 pm

abcd

someday (:

Tags: bugs, mars, rik, tots

mood:: hopeful

hopeful

walk through fire

09 September 2009 @ 10:46 am

Got to believe

"Alam mo, di ko alam kung ano ang mas mahirap.. Ang piliting mahalin ang taong nagmamahal sayo, o ang umasang mamahalin ka nang taong mahal mo."

Last Rico Yan movie ever.
One of my favourites.

mood:: blah

blah

walk through fire

06 September 2009 @ 07:37 am

NTF NTF

Ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf ntf. (ahh, my fingers are burning, I wish there was copypaste in the iPod)

Last night it was the sweetest thing that he stayed up to accompany me while I tried to console two others.
A stranger falling out of the blue (:

And now I love eating chalk with nuts,
And I know what you did last summer,
And ima keel you and we're gonna run around
in circles once we're ghosts.

I'm surprised that.. Yeah.
You came at the right time, thank you.

4 didn't get burnt | walk through fire

05 September 2009 @ 04:00 pm

New song

I'll give it up this time again,
cos some things are better left unsaid.

Hmm.

Anyway.
My dreams have been getting weirder.
Gah.
OOH I just had a flashback of another dream!
I had it about a month ago,
and I realized the dream came true(:
I remember I was praying,
pleaseletthisberealpleaseplease
But the inevitable happened.
I was so disappointed when I woke up
cos it just felt so good..
I was forcing myself to go back to sleep, even,
just so I can relive the dream.
But now I don't have to;
it's happening for real.

At this point I should be saying,
"I couldn't have been any happier."

But, no.

It'd be a lie.
Sure, it made me smile.
But I've had much more memorable moments.
Just goes to show who really are the closest to my stone of a heart.

walk through fire

29 August 2009 @ 02:50 pm

(no subject)

I found a very special love in YOU. (:

mood::

peaceful

2 didn't get burnt | walk through fire

02 August 2008 @ 07:44 pm

mashed potato

Hello tupping strumpets, hee. I've gained a million kg since I last posted. Nooooo.

It's a torture to have so many tupping breaks.

PS; ICSTOSA.

mood::

optimistic

walk through fire

23 May 2008 @ 05:59 pm

(no subject)

Off to camp (: Will be back on the 28th.

Oh and, AJteam rocks to the core.
Love!

2 didn't get burnt | walk through fire

04 May 2008 @ 06:37 pm

15th May's the day

Next week is gonna be one heck of a journey.

Mon, Wed, Fri: Matches (vs MJ, JJ, NY)
Tue, Thurs, Sat: Trainings (5.30 til 9++++, almost 10)
Sunday: Fun Under The Sun (YFC activity)

Plus, the following week. (Cos we're so going to the semi's hehe)
Mon, Wed: Trainings
Tues, Thurs: Matches (Semifinals, Finals)
Friday: French (which is much more exhausting than the rest, heh)

Yup.

I'm extremely excited about it cos I love spending time with the team (:
but it can be slightly daunting too. Imagine how much it'll affect studies and everything else..
Not to mention the three tests I'm gonna have next week.
I'm so screwed, but right now there's only one thing that matters (:
THE AJTEAM getting into the FINALS and emerging as CHAMPIONS :D

So, yes.

In less than two weeks, it would all be over. No more late-night trainings, lecture naps, late tutorials. I'd finally have more time for academics, which is "the most important thing."

Yeah, great.

Thing is, I'd rather bear with all these than to spend less time with my teammates and to have those five people leave the team for good. It's just not the same.

Recently, I've had two people tell me that their life is empty, that they've no idea where they're going. Both aren't your typical always-depressed emo, trust me, they're both outgoing and fun. It's just that it suddenly struck them that their life has no direction. Right now, I'm glad I know where I'm going with my life.. because of volleyball. The team's going to fight real hard to get the championship. After this season is over, is a whole different story though. Something I'd rather not think about for now.

On the other hand, I know the team's going to remain as one team even after competition (:
At least, I extremely hope so.

mood::

indescribable

2 didn't get burnt | walk through fire

28 April 2008 @ 06:37 pm

too fast-paced

one day, i'd like to retire in greece. i can almost imagine myself on a hammock with a good book, a breathtaking view of immaculate white beaches and crystal-clear waters. mmm.

walk through fire

23 April 2008 @ 09:16 pm

(no subject)

AJteam, all the way [:

AJC vs TPJC
25-6
25-7

1 didn't get burnt | walk through fire

22 April 2008 @ 05:37 am

AJC vs ACJC, TWO-NIL

Victory is sweetest when you’ve known defeat.
- Malcolm Forbes

Volleyball anchored me at a time in my life when I needed it most. It gave me a reason to deal with all these crap tests, homework, blah. Amidst the chaos of LCME/GP/PW, it's the only thing that's keeping me sane right now. I realised that I can just break down anytime from the workload, but training takes me to this whole other place. Though it's partly the reason why the my work piled up, it's the only thing I'm hanging onto now, and my teammates are the best. I can see the effort they're putting in, especially the seniors. I will not let them down and I will not let myself down. We’ve worked too hard and too long to let anything stand in the way of our goals.

GO AJTEAM CHAMPIONS!

mood::

determined

walk through fire

20 April 2008 @ 03:43 pm

(no subject)

Stressed.

walk through fire

10 April 2008 @ 05:15 am

nothing's quite the same now

So take the photographs and still frames in your mind.

Been wondering how everyone's been doing lately. Living in SK, passing by SJC is inevitable (not that I'm complaining) Now I know how those 'ghosts' (of the past) look like. I see ghosts whenever I pass by that intersection. I miss the old times, though I'm loving now. I'm thankful that I still have Mal, Mel and Nel, else I'll just go nuts. I need pieces of the past to move on, which I realised is kinda ironic but heck.

Tags: sjc

mood::

nostalgic

music:: Heal the World (:

2 didn't get burnt | walk through fire

06 April 2008 @ 12:54 pm

ready to take on the world

Too many things've happened; I can barely catch up. Thursday evening, I fell asleep in front of the computer. Friday morning, at 5am, I woke up thinking I've 30 minutes to rush my GP work. I blinked once and, whowouldveknown, it was already 5:30. Seriously, just one.

It was freaky and cool at the same time. And it turned out that the exact thing happened to dearest Cow! Hee. It's a sign I tell
you.

Stuff concerning the AJteam has been emotional lately. (Save for that April fools' joke.) It's taking a toll on the team, but we're going to make it through, stay strong and WIN. There are some things that are inevitable.. But,
Bottom line is, we're always going to be one team.

And that's that.

I'm afraid that competition's gonna be over in a blink, cos that spells goodbyes.

Tags: champions

mood::

determined

walk through fire

26 March 2008 @ 04:44 pm

just like i knew you would

I remember pondering over the Japan trip right after we landed there and thinking, This week's gonna go by in a blur. It would all be over before I know it, so don't take any second for granted. And on the last day, I remember pondering over how I pondered on the first day. The week flew faster than the speed of the bullet train, or even light, hee. I was desperately wishing the trip could be longer that absurd, unfeasible scenarios went through my mind. Like how, maybe, that terrorist-looking dude at the airport would cause a commotion and ultimately, a flight delay (for a week or so). I pictured the AJ team getting stuck in Japan but loving it. Another week's worth of enjoyment, Japanese food and cool wind, away from the reality of homework, exams, the upcoming competition. Hee.

But anyway, coming back to school wasn't so bad. My class has awesome people and thirteen's plainly a nice number:D It's cool to have netballers around who could motivate this big fat pig to get moving and commit herself to regular runs, because she wants 12+++ minutes for her timing(:

Anyway, this situation's getting silly. I'm trying not to let my guard down for fear that succumbing to these feelings would create another vicious cycle.

PS; Go AJ!
We CAN do it.
(:
PPS; Hello See Yuen :D
PPPS; Yes, Chelle, I was terribly touched with your (desperate) comments. I love (and miss) you! (:

mood::

optimistic

music:: when you look me in the eye

8 didn't get burnt | walk through fire

08 March 2008 @ 09:23 pm

Sumimasen

I've not much time to update, plainly brought by the fact that I've procrastinated, yet again. Luggage is still unpacked with less than seven more hours to go.

I'm feeling the butterflies swarming and multiplying inside my stomach, half-wishing the acid would just destroy em all. It's getting unbearable, this feeling. It's incredibly exciting, yes, but there's still that nagging fear that just grips the heart everytime the thought of being alone in a foreign country gets into my head.

I'm gonna try to be optimistic (and not think of how cracked and bloody my lips are gonna get cos of the dry weather, nooo),
cos the AJ team's the best and this is gonna be so much fun with them :D

Tags: japan

mood::

indescribable

4 didn't get burnt | walk through fire